This pictures were taken while we prepared ourself for national board examination. Besides study, we were also taking pictures :)
Finally, my national board examination was over. Mine was held on July 1st, 2008. What a stressful day. I felt like going to fainted in front of the examiner. Just an old habit. Having myself going to bathroom few times in the morning because my stomach just won't cooperate with me. Having butterfly in stomach and my hands freezing.
From all kind of examination, I don't like interview kind of examination or oral test. Having problem to compose the words. Like to answer things in points. It seems easier to write down a blog rather than to answer the questions.
On the examination, I am having difficulty to caught my breaths. It seems like thin air around me. But after a while, I finally get myself quite comfortable and start to answer the questions. The examination over in 2.5 hours. What a long time for people who waiting outside the room but it seems such a short time inside the room.
But THANKS TO GOD that make everything just fine. Alhamdulillah, I passed the test. Thanks GOD, for giving me such a nice examiner. GOD knows what best for me. Eventhough I keep asking GOD to cancel the test, but he gave me the best outcome for my life. GOD also gave me strength to face the examination, because it crossed in my mind to step back from this examination.
Thanks to all, for all the prayers. Hope I can be a good anesthesiologist.
Almost a month since my last intermezzo writing. And at this moment, I still waiting for examination that coming up. This examination is a national board examination. So some Professor from some university came for this examination. This exam just mention 2-3 weeks ago in the middle of our local examination. My head seems to explode because of never stop reading books and writing.
I don't know how to handle this test. I feel like dropped this test. All I ask to God is to cancel this test. Feel want to threw up everyday with butterfly in my stomach everyday. Everyday always a new bad days about this examination. And it nailed me deeper to the ground. It feels like only my head still above the ground level.
God, give strength to handle this. Hope I can make it just fine or if think I can't handle the test, just cancel the test. I believe you always give me the best of all.
It's been a long time since my last writing. But still busy with my final exam and thesis... so i'll write some other time...
It's been a while since my last writing. Last time I wrote about being so easily got distracted from my study for the final examination. The next day, I was told by the program secretary that my examination will be held on the other week. What a shocking news. I only had 1 week to prepare my presentation. On the day after that, the schedule was out. It written that I had my examination for thesis on May 22nd (which is yesterday) and other examination on May 30th (just a day before my birthday). I quite shock to hear the news, ever since I haven't read much lately. I try to overcome it, but everything seems not fair at that moment. I also lost my appetite (hopefully can make me thinner :p) But after few days, everything turn out OK. I think, if I had my examination now, then I can be relax and working on my thesis correction without thinking about examination on June.
So here I'm now. Had my exam yesterday. Having butterfly in my stomach before the exam. But it seems God always be with me, because my examination wasn't like I thought. Although I wasn't satisfied with the exam, but it turn out OK. Thanks God, for answering my prays.
One down, Seven to go....
So...go back to the book now....
Wish me luck, so I can passed the exam just fine
And thank to all for the support you gave to me.
One thing that become a problem for me in studying is easily distracted.
If you see in dictionary, distraction means a thing that prevent someone from giving a full attention to something else or extreme agitation of the mind or emotions.
Just like today and other days, I have to prepared myself for my final examination. But there's always something else more interesting to do than study. Writing in my blog is one of it. Browsing internet is another distraction.
Now, it seems a lot of idea that can be wrote in my blog. About my lovely mom, about my best housekeeper and other things.
But, it have to wait. Because I have to study now. Maybe one idea per day is enough.